Post by sarah54321 on Apr 12, 2015 6:24:53 GMT
Well then, now, Please don't look at me that way, Small Child.
It's not my fault that you have to die.
Child, don't look at me with that face that is so innocent.
Please, do not look at me that way, dear child.
I'm sorry that I am selfish like this.
The parade to heaven will be full of angels just like you.
Bang Bang, Dropping down, to the ground, goodbye little child.
Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye, Farewell.
To where will I, the sinner, go to when I have finally fallen?
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Jumping over dreams. Forgetting them.
I get caught up in the daze of life.
The vibrations of gunfire. They calm me down so.
Though they will fall. They will all fall.
There's not a single person to be left alive.
My empty head. I said goodbye.
And shut off that silly thing known as 'Morals'.
As the gunshots went off. In a burst of knots.
I watched as each person fell beneath me.
The screams. They were surreal. Yet I could hear none of them.
Their deaths will shine in a sea of darkened souls.
They might crumble, they might melt, but I have no idea in this hellhole.
Hello.
So then, please don't look at me in that way, Small child.
I don't want to see the tears in your eyes.
To them who throw away your lives, I secretly hate them all.
Child, don't stare at me with such a gaze, I should be smiling and giving you praise.
Instead I stare as the blood falls and my feelings have shut off completely.
Goodbye, Goodbye, Farewell, Bye bye, then. I'm sorry, so sorry, said sorry,
I'm so very sorry.
The blood is thick like a syrup and drops without a sound.
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They used to say. Go do your best. You fight for your country.
And so I trained all day. I trained all night. And I was prepared for any fight.
For the first time, I felt at my prime. I was a hero to my very own world.
I was foolish. I thought of this. And now I stare at the consequences of such.
Saying goodbye; The ones I love. I saved them from a terrible fate.
Then, so, why, why does my heart clench up? I'm a sinner now, aren't I?
So then, they dropped all at once
Without a sound.
They could no longer scream with the voice they didn't have.
Not anymore.
I must say- I am so sorry, please do not look at me.
I shamed the very morals that I was to honor.
Staring at the tears that drop from the dead child's face I realized this now.
I am saying goodbye and I'm sorry. I'm not sure I should be alive right now.
Will they burn them away? Or simply put them into a mass grave?
They will no longer exist, yes, surely.
We were meant to erase them from history.
These children that were once angels.
I've deleted them from this cruel world.
So they no longer exist, yes, surely.
This is meant to be, that is what they told us.
'' Eliminate them all. That's all you have to do. ''
It's so easy!
Goodbye, Goodbye, Goodbye, Goodbye,
Sorry, sorry sorry sorry....
